I actually made it!

So a couple of days ago I was seriously stressed, reason being is I hate having responsibility. I like it sometimes when it's very ambiguous on the times, like I enjoy having a project that needs doing but isn't constrained to a certain time period. I can even handle it when there's one thing or even just two things I need to be to, but this weekend was looking super psycho. When i first planned this weekend I knew I had a mission reunion. I had wanted to go to see a person or two but overall it wasn't too important, but I figured I didn't have much going on that day. But then there was a movie shoot going on that night for our movie, which I was totally fine with, production was going to start around midnight, so that was fine, I'd stay on a normal schedule of going to bed at about 4 am. But then I found out my noon class on friday was unskippable as I needed to take a test, okay, still fine, wake up go to that class, have a nap sometime in there and go to the reunion and then the shoot and then go to bed at 4 am. But then I got the awesome internship and we had a mandatory meeting saturday morning from 7:30 am to 9:30 am. Not only that but it was important for both the shoot and the mandatory meeting that I be awake and not super grumpy as I projected myself to be at that time. Not only that but I'm leaving on the trip on Tuesday morning at 8 am when I need to be on a schedule of waking up at 7 am. So how was I to do it? I planned and realized the only way I could do it was wednesday night I would have to stay up super late, I was currently on a schedule of sleeping at 4 am, well this time I had to stay up later, so I stayed up as long as I could and I fell asleep at noon, waking up at 7 and making it to my important class. Then Thursday night I had to push it longer so I stayed up all night, went to my class at noon, got back home at three and finally fell asleep at four. Woke up at 11:30 pm friday night, went to the movie shoot then to the meeting then decided I needed to stay up even later to get back on a good schedule, so I kept myself awake, took a nap at 4pm for an hour, went to the Hobo party to drop off a cd, then went to my good pal Mark's where I knew he could keep me up with interesting conversation. I stayed there until about 9:30, then went home and fell asleep when home at about 10:15 pm and woke up this morning at 6:30 and wrote this blog. And I actually feel good, I cant believe I actually made it. So tonight, go to bed about the same time and the next night and then I'll be on the internship. Wowzas, my body must hate me.